a note to self

Someday, we will forget the hurt. The reason and who caused the pain. We will finally realize that the secret of being free in not revenge, but letting things unfold in their on way and own time.

After all, what matter is not the first, but the last chapter of our life which shoes how well we ran the race.

So smile, laugh, forgive, believe and love all over again.

NAAA

It's about 4.37 am right now and I'm still awake with a pain in my chest and I can't tell if it's heart burn or the emptiness is coming back.

NAAA

So now you ask me why I haven't talked to you ? Well maybe it's because you slowly pushed me out of your life. You know what I'm really glad you finally noticing it. But too bad it's too late for you to notice. Cause I've moved on. So now just go on with your life and stop bothering me. You already have a girlfriend, so there's no need to find me anymore. And we can't even be friends because I haven't forgiven you yet or maybe I can't even forgive you. What you have done to me was so unexpected and I can't accept that. Oh thanks for everything.

'with love',

NAAA