hello readers :)

schl was okay today. I got tuition after schl at ptsg.

cikgu fathiri was oh wowww ! kelakar gilaaa laahhh !

time kelas dia, mmg gelak je tak habis2.

dan kelas tu tak pernah senyap punyalahh kalau masa dia.

oh, I saw him today. and he just fine.

he looks so happy. and I'm happy for him.

even no one knows that I'm crying inside my heart.

I know that I'm an egomaniac. I know that I was too late to tell him about those things.

heyy, it's not easy to forget someone that you loves so much.

it's easy to forgive but it's hard to forget.

and I'm trying to forget about him.

some of my friends said " this is not ILA that I know before. she is so not like this. dia dah berubah"

entah lah. I'm not sure. aku rasa aku mcm biasa je.

hmm okay lah.

till then, bye *senyum plastik :)

xoxo,

ILA

Imma broken hearted girl :'(

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

xoxo,

ILA

heyyy yawww !

so this is my new blog. blog yang lama tu ntah apa masalah dia.

blog post boleh sampai dua. agak pelik lah kan ?

Idk how to change or remove it. buat blog baru je lah kan :)

I'm just writing for fun. Idc if you like it or not.

I hope you guys will enjoy reading my blog.

byeeeeee :)

love,

ILA