If the dews froze under the Sahara,
The blaze will not then wither the will,
If the peace is no longer fluttering doves,
THEN THE HATE THEN WILL TURN TO LOVE

eeuuuwwww (!)

arrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !
sakit hati lah dengan kau ! sakit sangat-sangat tahu ?
ya Allah, tolonglah jangan macam nihhh.
berubah boleh kan ? kau buta ke apa ?
rabun ? juling ?
kau DAH LUDAH JILAT BALIK ?
bagusssss ! bagusss sangattttt !
aku tahu aku tak layak nak ckp apa-apa dekat kau.
tapi, aku menyampah tahuuu ?
orang lain tengok pun rasa nak termuntah tauu ?

love,
ILA

ya Allah, kenapa ? kenapa mesti macam ni ?
aku tak mintak semua ni terjadi.
tak pernah terfikir langsung benda macam ni akan terjadi.
tapi kenapa jadi jugak ?
kenapa aku tak boleh nak lupakan dia ?
kenapa aku menangis bila dengar suara dia baca yassin semalam ?
kenapa sebak sangat dada ni ?
kenapa mesti nak menangis satu hari tu ?
kenapa mesti bila teringat dia mesti nak nangis ?
kenapa tak boleh nak tahan air mata ni ?


Ya Allah, berikan lah Nur Aqilah Aimi bt Anuar kekuatan dan kesabaran untuk menempuh segala dugaan-Mu ya Allah. AMIN :)

ni yang nak marah ni !

memang macam sial lah kan perangai kau ?
aku baru call sekali kau tanya aku pulak berapa bnyk kali nak call ?!
aku tanya elok-elok kan ?!
haishh, memang mcm babi ! menyirap sialllll !
kalau aku nak cakap yang kau tu memang tak ada adab boleh je kan ?
eeiii ! sumpah mcm fucker tahhuuu ?
cakap dah lah dgn nada yang menyampah gila babi !
benda sekarang perlu ke kau nak cakap mcm tu ?
aku tahu lah yang aku ni tak layak nak ckp itu ini dekat kau.
tapi aku pun ada perasaan mcm kau ! mcm orang lain jugak !
memang lah nampak mcm kecik kan benda ni ?
tapi disebabkan ni bukan kali pertama so, aku memang patut marah lahh.
lepas tu dah janji segala benda bukan nak buat.
kau dah berjanji banyak kali, tapi satu benda pun kau tak pernah tunai kan.
maybe kau tak sedar.
dan memang kau nampak mcm "alaa, berjanji dgn budak-budak je pun, tak perlu nak tunaikan pun tak pe !"
weyyy, aku ni manusia lahhh ! dah besar panjang punnn !
memang lah lagi kecik dari kau, tapi aku dah besar.
kalau kahwin pun dah boleh dapat anak tahu ?!
Grrr ! panas tahu panas ?! errggghhhh !

babe :"(

Mimie, I know it's hurts so much. but can you please promise me to let him go.
for me, he is useless !
I'm sorry to say that. but, its TRUE.
dia dah ckp kan "I dah tak boleh sayang you lagi dah" "you, please let me go"
so just let him go. biar dia rasa mcm mana rasanya bila kau lepaskan dia.
I know that you can do this. be strong miee.
I'm here to hear all your problems. and Rorie too.
I know that you loves this relationship.
but what can you do now ?
and what do you want us to do to help you save this relationship ?
aku tak nak lagi tengok kau menangis.
aku nak tengok kau happy dengan kawan-kawan kau, dengan aku.
just enjoy life kau yang happening gilaaa tu without him :)

with loves,
ILA :)


assalamualaikum and hi readers :)

Hari ni dekat sekolah ada ceramah pasal kes pembuangan bayi tu. pastu dia ada lah tujuk video itulah inilah, gambar itulah inilah. aku memang tak concentrate langsung walaupun dekat belakang aku betapa ramainya cikgu-cikgu perempuan. dah lah aku tengah lapar dia boleh pergi tayang video macam tu. ya ALLAH ! nak termuntah tahu ? eeiii, geli ohhh ! memang menarik lah kan video dia ? video dia mcm mana doktor tu gugur kan janin. dia masukkan something mcm penyepit dekat perempuan tu punya tuttt. pastu dia tarik ntah mcm mana ntahh. aduhh, ya ALLAH ! kalau boleh aku nak je keluar dari hall tu dan dan tu jugakkk ! nasib lah duduk belakang sekali kalau duduk depan mau pengsan aku -.-' then, after recess ada ceramah pasal kewangan ntah apa ntah. sumpah aku nak tidur dah time tu. kalau aku tahu hari ni satu hari tak belajar tak payah aku bawak buku berat-berat. okay, that's all. heh, sorry for this lame post okay. nothing interesting kan ? haha, wtv. have a nice people :)

love,
ILA

specially dedicated to you :)

bye bye by Mariah Carey

Should´nt have walked away
I wouldve stayed if you said
We could have made everything ok

But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I could'nt have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Supernatural love conquers all
Remember we use to touch the sky

And lighting dont strike the same place twice
When you and I said goodbye I felt the angels cry
True loves a gift but we let it drift in a storm
Everynight I feel the angels cry

Bring it back and we gonna make it right
Bring it back and we gonna make it right
One of us is trying to survive, as the angels cry

Here I am on disgrace kind of love
Couldnt have guessed
It would just up
And disappear in a whirlwind

Here I am
Walking on this narrow road
Wobbling but wont let go
Waiting for a glimpse of the suns light

Bring it back is all that I want
Definitly we can just blow
Im willing to live and die for our love
Baby we can get back that shine

And lighting dont strike the same place twice

When you and I said goodbye I felt the angels cry
True loves a gift but we let it drift in a storm
Everynight i feel the angels cry

Bring it back and we gonna make it right
Bring it back and we gonna make it right
on the edge just tryin to survive as the angels cry

Baby I'm missing you
Dont allow love to lose
We got it right
here I'm with you
Baby I'm missing you

And lighting dont strike the same place twice
When you and i said goodbye I felt the angels cry
True loves a gift but we let it drift in a storm
Everynight I feel the angels cry

with love,
ILA

taylor lautner ♥

Taylor Lautner ! awwwww !
why are you so damn hot man ?
i think you are handsome than him.
hahahahaha :))

xoxo
ILA

dude i try to say that i like you. but i think you know that i like you kan ?
and you just don't give any respond to me.
and now you already have a 'new' girlfriend. idc about that.
but i want to know why you did this to me. why dear ? why ?!
do you really have to do that ?
do you really have to do what your friends said ?
no my dear ! jangan jadi hipokrit boleh kan ?
kau dah lain tahu ? kau bukan yg aku kenal dulu.
dulu kau tak macam ni.
dulu kau baik je kan ? kau pendiam je kan dulu ?
sekarang kau dah pandai nak fly.
dah pandai nak smoking, over night, tipu mak kau lagiii !
yeahh, you can say who the hell i am to tell you what to do and not.
who the hell i am to tell you what i like and not about you.
tapi kalau aku dah nak cakap kau nak buat apa kan ?!
yaaa, memang aku kesah sangat pasal kau !
kau nak tahu sebab apa ?
sebab AKU SAYANG dekat KAU, bodoh !
don't you realize it ? huh ?
eh, wa tak batak lahh sama luu ! tapi wa kesah lah brooo !
wa kesah sebab wa sayang relationship ni dohh !
tak payah nak tunggu aku cakap kau dah tahu kan ?
tapi lepas tu kau buat apa ? buat bodoh je kan ?
at least mintak maaf tak boleh ke ? kau tak reti nak cakap SORRY ke apa ?
menyirap tahu menyirap ?
aku tak marah lah kau nak couple ke tak dengan dia.
tapi aku marah sebab kau buat aku mcm nih. sakit hati tahu ?
kau tengok muka aku, kau tak senyum pun enn ?
kau just tengok dgn muka kau yg heartless gilaaa tuhh.
kau ingat aku nak senyum lah dekat kau mcm dulu?
derrr, sorry derr . never ever okayyy !
senyum aku memang mahal lah untuk kau sekarang.

xoxo,
AQILAH AIMI bt ANUAR

6 and 7 April

assalamualikum and hi readers :)

yesterday I was so damn tired. I go to schl as usual.
then free tuition at schl and tuition ptsg.
then ckg Anuar and mrs shumathy gave us (3 Amanah) a lot of hw.
essay lagi tuhhh. durrhhhh (!)

today ada watikah perlantikan pengawas sklh dgn pusat sumber.
sampai sklh lmbt hari nih. tgk dkt kantin sorang pengawas pun tade.
pusing satu sklh smpi dkt dpn stage dkt tpk perhimpunan tu nmpk Ana.
dengan kabut nya aku pergi dekat dia and she told me that I have to be emcee today.
ohh, damn ! lupa doh hari nih hari Rabu aku jd emcee. hahaha :))
pastu dah habis assembly kene masuk dewan ada ceramah apa benda ntah.
kitorg yg pgws dgn pgws pusat sumber masuk lmbt sebab ada sesi photography.
nak susun utk tgkp gmbr pun ber-jam sbb ramai sgt prefects nih.
masuk dewan je aku mmg dah nak tidur dah. Mai mmg dh tidur.
aku dgn smgtnya nyanyi lagu down diikuti oleh nadhirah kadir.
haha, seriously kelakar doh.
mmg tak pay attention lgsg lahh.
so today was not so tired and busy like yesterday.
but tchr TLH gave us hw maths.
the questions are soooo damnnnn aarrggghhh !
pecah otak tahu ?! haishhh -.-'
haha, wtv.
have a nice day people, bye :)

love,
ILA

April 5th

assalamualaikum and hi readers :)

today schl was okay. dekat assembly ada pelancaran bulan Mathematics and Science.
some of 3 Amanah students ada yg teacher TLH pilih untuk pegang cardboard something dekat atas pentas including me. hehe :D
dekat situ ada lah tulis something pasal Albert Einstien.
Hadi yang jadi Einstien. haha, seriously kelakar bodoh masa kat atas stage tu.
dia dgn lawak gila-gila dia. Azrin mmg dah tak larat dah nak tahan gelak.
pastu kelas kitorg 3 Amanah kan menang kelas terbersih untuk bulan nih.
woahh ! terkejut bruk kitorg masa dekat bilik disiplin tadi.
sebab January dgn February kelas 5sc1 yg menang.
so kitorg mcm igt yg kelas dorang mesti menang punya lah kan.
lagipun kelas dorang mmg lawa pun.
then after assembly all form 3 students kene pergi dekat dewan.
ada seminar maths. awww, best sgt ohh !

love,
ILA

thaqif and hydir




walaweyyy ! sedap dohh dia nyanyi !
&& this guys is soo damn handsome !
ngahhhh :D
Dear you ,

I miss you. I miss how you cared for me , how you always make my day, how you used you to cheer me up, and how you make me feel that you love me. I miss everything that used to be :'(

with love,
AQILAH AIMI ANUAR

a day with them






tadi enn pergi rumah Intan. kakak dia kahwin.
dekat taman dagang je. balik ingat nak shisha.
tapi tak jadi. dorang ajak pergi ap je.
tunggu pengantin nak sampai ya allah !
kemain lama lagiii ! dah lah panas tengah hari buta tu.
dari pukul 1.30 smpi 2.40 something baru sampai.
HAHA, memang sekejap sangat :)
btw, thanks Intan and congratulation kakak :)

love,
ILA