If the dews froze under the Sahara,
The blaze will not then wither the will,
If the peace is no longer fluttering doves,
THEN THE HATE THEN WILL TURN TO LOVE
Dengue fever
Hospital Pusrawi Jln Tun Razak
platlets 120,80,70,60,108
5 hari 4 malam
air 22 botol

with love,
ILA

for you baybayyy :)

HAPPY BY NEVER SHOUT NEVER

You make me happy whether you know it or not
We should be happy that's what I said from the start
I am so happy knowing you are the one
That I want for the rest of my days
For the rest of my days
You're all of my days

You're lookin' so cool you're lookin' so fly,
I can't deny that when I'm staring
You down right dead in the eye
I wanna try to be the person you want
The person you need
It's hard to conceive
That somebody like you could be with
Someone like me

I'm happy knowing that you are mine
The grass is greener on the other side
The more I think the more I wish
That we could lay here for hours and just reminisce
Uh ou ou

You're lookin so fresh
It's catching my eye
Why oh why did I not see this before
The girl I adore was right in front of me
And now I'll take a step back and look in your eye
And ask why it took so long to see
We're meant to be

I'm happy knowing that you are mine
The grass is greener on the other side
The more I think the more I wish
That we could lay here for hours and just reminisce

On the good, the bad, the ugly
The smiles, the laughs, the funny,
Or all the things we put each other through
It's for you for you for you

You make me happy whether you know it or not
We should be happy that's what I said from the start
I am so happy knowing you are the one
That I want for the rest of my days
For the rest of my day

I'm happy knowing that you are mine
The grass is greener on the other side
The more I think the more I wish
That we could lay here for hours and just reminisce

happy mother's day

Happy Mother's Day, maaaaaa :D
you are the greatest mom in the world.
I love you forever more than I love S
and I promise you I'll be a good girl.
and I'll be better when I'm older.
*act Idk sama ada semalam atau hari ni mother's day, haha*
with love,
ADIK :)
"Qila, dulu kau tulis benda ni. sekarang pun. cuma dengan orang yang berbeza. aku tak kesah. tapi aku tak nak tgk kau nangis macam hari tu. dan kau jangan nak mengharap sangat lah. tapi aku yg menaruh harapan tinggi untuk relationship korang kali nih"

"Eh, dia usha kau tadi kat tangga. tak lepas kot !"

"Aku suka lah tgk kau dengan dia"

"Kenapa aku rasa macam kau ada harapan je dengan dia ? "

"Yeahh, I admit that I like him so much. but Idk why I can't love him. aku tak boleh nak sayang dia. tapi aku suka dia. aku suka sangat-sangat. tak tahu kenapa."

"Ila, kau tahu tak ? kau ni senang nak suka someone dan senang nak benci orang tu. tapi susah untuk kau nak sayang dia. dan bila kau dah sayang dia, kau takkan lepaskan dia pergi kan ?"

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"OMG ! korangggg, aku tak tahu kenapa semua benda ni berlaku. kenapa weyy kenapa benda ni berlaku ?"

"Babe, no matter what happens you must let him go. you must forget all about him, okay ?"

"Kau anggap yang kita ni tak pernah jumpa. kau tak pernah kenal aku dan aku tak pernah kenal kau. and when met again maybe we'll start a new friendship. MAYBE"
assalamualaikum and hi readers :)

today, schl was okay. nothing interesting happened. ohh, yesterday was Hafiz Isa's birthday. Happy birthday nyahhh :D kene baling tepung ye tadi ? sampai kene marah ? alololo, kesiannya kauuu. tulah iskandar si botak microphone tu pergi bagitahu teacher TLH. tak payah nak kecoh sangat lah kan ? baling tepung je pun. tu pun dorang sapu balik do. bukan main biar je. erghhh, annoying lah kau =.= tadi nampak S dekat lab. goshh, sumpah malu gila. dah lah time tu aku tgh buat perangai tak senonoh dengan mimie semua. ya Allah ! pastu time agama tadi sumpah perut aku sakit gila bab1 ! gastrik ohhh ! i hate you but you love me. haha :))

Arinnn, sabar okay. i know that you strong enough to face this kind of situation. kalau dia game kau, memang dia bodoh lahh kan ? what goes around comes around, remember ? just be strong okay ? we are here with you :) everybody have their own problem. me, mimie and syahmi too. semua masalah takkan selesai kalau kau menangis. kalau kau sayang dia, kau kene lepaskan dia pergi. macam aku, mimie dengan syahmi. i know it hurts so much. but what can you do ?

with love,
ILA

:)

assalamualaikum and hi reader :)

eyy, nak dengar good news about me tak ? oh, it's okay if you you don't want to. dah boleh tekan button x dekat atas sekali tu ye. terima kasih.
okay, here we go. you know what ? now I can totally forget about S. not totally lahh. about 60% mcm tu je lah. sekarang kalau tak nampak muka dia sehari dua pun tak apa. tak kesah langsung. kalau dulu, kalau tak nampak batang hidung dia sehari ya Allah aku rasa macam something missing dalam hidup aku. alhamdulillah lah kan ? heee :) now I am so happy with my, family, friends and without him in my life. thanks mira, mimie, azrin, arin, didi and others yang selalu dengar masalah aku. selalu menangis sama-sama. and you S thanks a lot for being so lampi and make my life like this :)

with love,
ILA
hey hey, do you see what I see ? it's my new template ! heee :D *sorry for the lame post

143,
ILA

GLEE !

don't stop believing

ohhh (:'(

W902

G705

G705 aku rosak. grr ! and mama cakap lagi 2 bulan baru dapat yang baru. haaaa, aku suka sangat nyahhhhhh -.-'
okay okay. tak kesah lah lagi 2 bulan pun. tapi aku nak phone yang atas tu W902. hehe :D tak kesah lah murah punnn. tapi aku nak yang tu sebab aku sukaaa. lawa lah jugak kan ? boleh tahan lah kan ? haha :D

love,
ILA