If the dews froze under the Sahara,
The blaze will not then wither the will,
If the peace is no longer fluttering doves,
THEN THE HATE THEN WILL TURN TO LOVE

Dear you.

Dear Idzul,
I miss you. I miss how you cared for me. How you always make my day. How you used to cheer me up. And how you make me feel that you love me.
I miss everything that used to be.

with love,
AQILAH AIMI
yawww, peoples :D
I miss my bloggie ! lama sangat dah tak update. haiyaaa I'm so busy with my schooling stuff, homeworks, tuition, buat revision semua. hadoii, mcm ni lah kan nak PMR. lagi 99 hari eh nak PMR ? haishhh ! okay, I just want to tell you guys that I am rarely online fb or myspace or updating my dear bloggie. this is because I will busy with my schl apa benda semua tu. after PMR nanti baru lah tak busy sangat. lepas tu nak hang out hari hari pun takapa kan mama ? hee :D okay. that's all. bye. take care. I will miss you guys :')

lots of love,
ILA


school break is over :(

hello peoples :)
so, schl hols is over. and I hmm really enjoy it. I didn't go anywhere pun masa holidays tu. well, that was not too bad I guess. because I spent a lot of my time with my lovely POLAR BEAR idzul and my dearest MONKEY mimie. and I really love to hanging out with them again next time. thanks yaww mimie sebab teman aku 'tiap-tiap hari'. heee :D oh, yeah ! last saturday mama dah pergi Terengganu. and I'm home alone until tuesday. goshhh ! lama tuhhh ! haha.

Today dah start sekolah. and it was hmm boleh lah kan ? my mid-year exam result was ergghhhh. like shitttt ! malas nak cerita. and I am not in a good mood today. tapi mcm tak tunjuk pun. yeahh, I know what a lame post kan ? hmm, okay. till then. bye. tc :)




rindu lagu ni :)



wahai tuhan,
ku tak layak ke syurgamu, namun tak pula aku sanggup kenerakamu. ampunkan dosa-dosaku terimalah taubatku. sesungguhnya engkau la pengampun dosa-dosa besar. Dosa-dosaku, bagaikan pepasir di pantai.dengan rahmatmu, ampunkan daku, oh tuhanku. wahai tuhan, selamatkan kami ini.dari segala, kejahatan dan kecelakaan.kami takut kami harap kepadamu, suburkanlah cinta kami kepadamu.

abortion

Month One.

Hi Mommy!
I am only 3/4 of an inch long,
But I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it,
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
Is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two.

Mommy,
Today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
You could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I’m not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three.

You know what Mommy,
I’m a boy!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don’t like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too,
And I cry with you even though
You can’t hear me.

Month Four.

Mommy,
My hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
But I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
And stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five.

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I’m not a baby.
I am a baby, Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what’s abortion?

Month Six.

I can hear that doctor again.
I don’t like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can’t get away from it!
Mommy! Help me!

Month Seven.

Mommy,
I am okay.
I am in Jesus’s arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn’t you want me, Mommy?

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

R O R I E (PT2)


Didie Froggie :)
She is a good friend.
She is my talking machine.
She is hyper.
She is cool.
She is fun.
She is my good listener.
She is kepeng.
She is just like my sister :)
I love you GIGIEEE :D

lots of love,
ILA
R O R I E (PT1)


Mimie Monyet :)
she is my good friend.
she is a girl.
she is crazy.
she is fun.
she is cool.
she is hyper.
she likes to nagging :D
she is a very good adviser and a listener too.
she'll always be there when I need her.
when I'm with her I feel like I have a big sister.
she is great :)
I love you Monyetttt

lots of love,
ILASOURUS


with love,
ILA

okay, I have to admit it now that I miss you. SO MUCH my man ! sampai semalam nak balik pun ter-kiss tangan Cheeta. nasib baik tak kiss pipi dia. HAHA. *bodoh! Idzul Hafiz cepat lah balikkk ! I miss you my polar bear ! don't you miss your penguin ? OMG ! cepat lahh. cepat tauuu ?

if yuo can raed tihs, you hvae a sgtrane mnid, too. Can you raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno’t mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it.

thanks for the hugs and kisses. I really loves it :)

xoxo,
ILA
H A P P Y H O L I D A Y S : D

hello you guys ! :D I'm so excited about this schl hols. *padahal ! Starting from tomorrow I will attend kelas tambahan something dekat sekolah. excited sangat nak pergi. tak tahu kenapa. maybe sebab ada Idzul. haha. memandang kan Mama dengan baik hati nya TIDAK mengizinkan aku untuk keluar so aku takkan pergi ke mana-mana untuk cuti ni. except kalau aku sneak out. haha. haishh, strict betul mama aku tahun nih =.=' That's all. Bye. Have a great holidays :)

with love,
ILA

program peningkatan prestasi akedemik

assalamualaikum and hello readers :)

pheewww ! I'm so glad that I've finished my paper exam for this mid-year exam. and I think like mcm semua paper pun susah. BM pun susah nak cakap apa ? HAHA ! I hope tak ada yang failed lah kan. tapi Pendidikan Islam. OMG ! gila sususah nyahhh. grr ! kalau ada failed mmg mati aku ckp. dengan Maths nya ! ya Allah tak tahu nak cakap apa.

HO ! HO ! HO ! time last day exam ada budak kantoi bawak phone. dah berdering-dering. teacher dah tanya sapa punya tapi tak ada nak mengaku. dush ! nama je kelas amanah . haha. satu kelas meniru . including me. eh, sorry. kiotrg tak MENIRU tapi BERBINCANG. meniru tu istilahnya apa ? salah kot kalau nak samakan dgn apa yang kitorg buat. salah sangat2.

Hari tu Mira cakap dkt tchr Tee yg Maths susah. pastu dia cakap, ye la mananya tak susah kelas Amanah kan tak dapat berkat. hahahaha. yeke ? ye lah tu kot. satu kelas tak dapat berkat cikgu. tu lahh korang. dgn aku sekali kene en ? haha. entah apa aku merepek dah ni. haha, okay. bye. take care. Have a nice day people :)

with love,
ILA