Hello and assalamualaikum blogger :)
Now I'm not in good mood. Last night I slept in front of the tv in my living room at 4am. And woke up at 8 something. Actually last night at 2.15 am he called me. He just came back from Bandung I guess. Then suddenly he hung up the phone. And I was like ergghh -.-' *it happens all the time actually. But then I called him back. So I told him to meet me tomorrow. And he said I'm free tomorrow but I don't want to meet you. HELL YEAH ! to be lying I'm not upset at all, I don't shed a one tiny tear pun. But to be HONEST you make my heart turns into pieces and I cried all night long. *bodoh kan ? aku tahu. Fyi, we only contact like once or twice a week. Okay lah en, he is not my boyfriend pun. But the thing is I love him. I love him like I never been in love before. Last week he told me no matter what he still gonna loves me. But he don't know how to express his feeling to me. Seriously it sounds really gay. And I was lmao when he told me that. HAHA.
Okay,
What if one day he text me to say he gonna leave me ?
What if one day he call me to say this is our last conversation ?
What if one day he text me to say he already have another girl ?
What if one day he call me to say he didn't love me anymore ?
AND
What if one day I text him to say I'm gonna leave him ?
What if one day I call him just to say goodbye forever ?
What if one day I text him just to say I already have another boy that way much better than him ?
What if one day I call him just say that I have move on and I don't love him like used to ?
I am pretty sure that he would be glad to hear all these :(
with love,
AQILAH ANUAR