If the dews froze under the Sahara,
The blaze will not then wither the will,
If the peace is no longer fluttering doves,
THEN THE HATE THEN WILL TURN TO LOVE

SHO SHWEET

A young boy and a young girl were playing tag at school on the playground. The girl accidentally stepped on her shoelaces while running and it untied. She became distressed because she didn’t know how to tie them, however, the boy knew how. He said, “My mommy taught me how to tie my shoes! I can teach you!” and crouched on the grass to knot her laces. Step-by-step, he taught her how, and she smiled really big saying, “Thanks!” The two immediately began playing again.

Over time, they had become really close. In fact, they had been dating for many years and fell in love. One night, after a romantic dinner date, the couple left on their way home. While walking, the guy purposely stepped on the girl’s shoelaces and it untied. She stopped, groaned, and was about to get down to knot them. The guy said, “Don’t worry. I got it,” and bent down on one knee to tie it. While tying her shoes, the girl laughed and said, “Do you remember, you were the one who taught me how to tie my laces when we were kids? Weren’t you the sweetest little thing!” The guy, while listening, smiled. “You taught me a lot since then!” she said. He finished tying her shoes and looked up at her. “What?” she asked. He said, “You taught me things too.” Still on one knee, he took out a ring from his pocket and held it out, “You taught me that the happiest moments of my life have always been with you and that I’d be stupid if I didn’t spend the rest of my life with you as my wife,” he smiled, “Will you marry me?”

SPEECHLESS

HIM : Eh you, I wanna ask you something. But promise you jgn marah.
ME : Hmm, okay.
HIM : Promise tau you jgn marah ke gelak ke tau ?
ME : Ye, apa dia ?
HIM : Ehem, will you be my gf ?
ME : What ?
HIM : Yes
ME : Are you serious ?
HIM : Yeah, I happy sangat bila dgn you. I sayang you.
*wataaafakkkkkkk ?
ME : Hmm,dude. I'm not good enough for you. You deserve better. Serious do.
HIM : But i tak kesah lah semua tu. Yg penting I happy dgn you.
*happy ke ? :|

Okay let's call this guy yg kat dalam conversation ni DOMO kay ? Hehe, comel je nama dia. Hmm, idk how to tell domo that I still love MH. I'm deeply in love with MH. Even dia dah buat mcm mcm pun. But my heart won't let him go. Cakap senang lah kan lupakan je dia ila, he is useless. Yes I know that he is useless, completely a jerk. But, I love him. I love him the most. I can't let him go just like that. And I've promise to MH yg aku akan sayang dia walau mcm mana pun until one day aku suruh dia lupakan aku. Ya Allah, please give me strength to tell DOMO that I still love MH. I hope MH is my 'jodoh'. Amin :)

xoxo,
NAAA

I'M SO FUCKIN' JEALOUS

okay so semua orang pun nak tukar phone en ? ehem, first dalam rumah mancik (my uncle) tukar pakai HTC desire HD, wataafaaa kkkkk. then last saturday which is semalam my uncle ben, dah tukar pakai iphone4. and was like what the hell weh ? phone aku yg rosak cm bodoh orang lain yg beriya bagai tukar phone. erghhh -.-' pastu td jumpa MH dia keluarkan blackberry. babi plus pig ! and and dia dah ada no maxis ingat aku tak tahu lah tu. Middle finger nak nyorok bagai. lempang kang baru kau tahu. and and dalam rumah ni aku seorang sahaja yg online guna laptop. my uncles semua online pakai phone. alaaaa, mama adik nak blacberry lah, hehe. boleh kan kan ? boleh punyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D

WHAT IF ONE DAY THIS HAPPENED

Boy: I miss you.
Girl: And so?
Boy: I really did.
Girl: K.
Boy: I'm sorry.
Girl: What for?
Boy: For ignoring your efforts to communicate with me.
Girl: Its OK. I got used to it, then I got tired, so I stopped trying and started forgetting.
Boy: I..
Boy: I...tried to forget about you, you see.
Girl: ....
Boy: Cause it tore me apart that we can never be...
Girl: its OK.
Boy: Why is it so OK?
Girl: I got used to days hoping you'd be back, but then you never did. I started facing reality, and started to get a move on.
Boy: Wait...am I too late?
Girl: Too late for what?
Boy: To court you?
Girl: You know, I've always wanted to hear that from you. Back then, a year ago. But...I got used to only wishing for it..then realized it would never happen, so I stopped hoping.
Boy: I'm really sorry, but dont worry, this time, I will make your wishes come true.
Girl: Its my turn to say sorry. Time got into me. You've broken my heart already. I cant risk experiencing that again. :/ Thank you anyway. For communicating with me after a year of silence.

I HATE ...

I hate how you make me feel. I hate that I only want you. I hate that you broke my heart. I hate that I trusted you. I hate that you're everything I ever think about. I hate that you are the first person I think of when I read stuff about love. I hate that you are the one I always want a text from. I hate that your name is written everywhere. I hate that I think of you everyday before I go to sleep. I hate that whenever I see you, I don't see anything else. But most of all, I hate that I love you and I always will.

BIGGEST PROBLEM

Do you know what my problem is ?
I love you.
I love your name.
I love the way you look at me.
I love your gorgeous smile.
I love the way I can be having the worst day of my life and seeing you completely changing my mood.
That's my problem.

MY MIDDEST FINGER IS MADE FOR YOU

Kay, middle finger fer you man ! Watafakkkk weh kau buat aku cenggini rupa ? Huh ? Kau ingat aku ni apa ? Robot ? Apedehal everyday kau nak sakitkan hati aku ? Tak puas ke selama ni ? Cukup lah. Udah-udah ler tu. Kau tak habis-habis en nak cari pasal dgn aku ? Asal doh ? Aku buat apa kat kau sampai mcm ni sekali payback dia ? Ada ke aku cerita pasal lelaki lain dekat kau, mcm mana kau cerita dkt aku yg kata si polan tu lawanya kemain ? Ada ke aku mintak no si dia tu dekat kau ? Ada ke weh ? Adaaaaaaaaaaa ? Haremssssssssssss takde tahu. Enough is enough. I've had enough from you. This is totally, over, crossed the line. You had a crush on her don't you ? Okay go ahead lie to me. But you can't lie to yourself. I can guarantee that she can't loves you like I do. I swear. And you will regret all these shity that you had done to me. AND YOU WILL GET YOUR PAYBACK, SOON. I HATE YOU, KBYE !

your errr,
NAAA

FAKAAHHHHH -.-'

BOY : I'm going to tell you something, promise you'll remember every single word I say ?
GIRL : of course, what is it ?
BOY : I love you, I have always did, I just didn't show it because you might not feel the same way. I hope our relationship can go further than this. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me.
GIRL : wow.
BOY : Did you get all that ? :)
GIRL : Yes, I did :)
BOY : Now, can you tell that to your best friend ? Thanks !

PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE


Hi
I miss you so much. like I always do. Seriously I don't want to lose you this time and never ever. could you please understand my feelings ? and stop playing with it. I know that you're gonna sit on your SPM this year. Aku faham benda tu. But that was a lame excuse you give to me. lamelamelame ! Sebab bukannya 24/7 aku nak text, call, jumpa kau pun. Sebulan sekali pun okay do. Could you please understand that I love you so much. I'm willing to wait for you but, please H please don't give up on me. I'm willing to wait until you finish your SPM exam. untuk kau, semua pun boleh. Toodles ~

ps : I don't regret a thing. No matter how many times we meet again, I'd definitely fall in love with you again

xoxo,
AQILAH ANUAR

JB CONCERT



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Hello and asslamualaikum readers :)
Just now my cousin Ain ask me if I want to follow her on JB concert this April. Kalau boleh dia nak yg 300 lebih punya ticket, memang bapak aku ni kerjanya cop duit je tiap-tiap hari pun. And and I'm not a hard fan of JB. So I won't waste RM300 semata mata nak tgk dia. But aku mcm teringin nak pergi jugak. So I decided nak ambik yg RM188 punya seat tu. Kalau RM98 tu kemain jauhnya. Apa yg aku nampak ? Supra dia yg purple menyala pun belum tentu lagi boleh nampak. And I have to tell my mom first. I hope that she will let me go to this concert. Plus I will pay for this ticket using my own saving. And now I only have RM 150-something. So this week I plan to not eat during recess. Or eat less during recess. Hihi, kalau tak makan nanti aku lapar, apa benda segala pun tak masuk otak mcm mana en ? HIHI, till then bye ;)

with love,
AQILAH ANUAR

LOVE YOU MA ♥

happy birthday yeay hooo !
hehe, happy 42nd birthday ma.
may ALLAH bless you always.
may i get sister or brother. cehh takde lah aku tak nak adik :D
ma, thanks for taking care of me since adik sebesar tapak tangan je and now dah nak dekat sama besar dgn anak gajah.
I love you.
you are the greatest mom in the whole world.
you will never ever be replaced.
i promise i'll study hard and i'll take care of you bila adik dah besar nanti.
and and I promise i will make you proud of me one day :)

xoxo
AQILAH ANUAR

THIS IS FOR ME

This is for the girls who have the tendency to stay up all night listening to music that reminds them of their current situation. Who hide their fears, hurt, pain and tears under their smiles and laughs all on a daily basis. The girls who wear their hearts on their sleeve. The girls who pray things will workout just once and they'll be satisfied. The girls who scream and cry into their pillows because the rest of the world fails to listen. The girls who have it hard but don't let anyone know that. The girls who may never have it easy. The girls who have so many secrets but will never tell a soul. The girls who have regrets and mistakes as a daily moral. The girls who don't always win, who may never win. The girls who stay up all night thinking about that one boy wondering if he'll ever notice her. The girls who get what they get and don't throw a fit. The girls who take life as it comes, hoping it'll get easier somewhere down the road. The girls who love with all their hearts but always get broken. This is for the real girls. This is for you.

I'M NOT MISSING YOU

I just wanna say I miss you like a damn hell muchie. Kbye
Name :Nur Aqilah Aimi bt Anuar
Nick Name :Aqila, Qila, Ila
Birthdate :October 9 1995
Birthplace :HBKL
Current Location :Ampang
Eye Color :Dark chocolate
Hair Color :Black
Height :150 ++ nak dekat 160 mcm tu
Weight :55 something mcm tu
Piercings :ears
Tatoos :haram wehh :D
Boyfriend/Girlfriend :apa ni ?
Vehicle :-
Overused Phrase :"WHAT THE HELL WEH ?"
FAVORITES
Food :anything yg mama masak
Pub/Disc/Restaurant :Taiwan House
Candy :-
Number :8
Color :red
Animal :dinosaur
Drink :coke
Body Part on Opposite sex :-
Perfume :Elizabeth Arden
TV Show :Friends
Music Album :-
Movie :Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thieves
Actor/Actress :Logan Lerman
This or That
Pepsi or Coke :Coke
McDonalds or BurgerKing :McDonalds
Chocolate or VanillaChocolate
Hot Chocolate or Coffee :Hot Chocolate
Kiss or Hug :Kiss
Dog or Cat :Dog
Rap or Punk :Rap
Summer or Winter :Winter
Scary Movies or Funny Movies :Funny Movies
Love or Money :
YOUR...
Bedtime :anytime
Most Missed Memory :when I'm with you
Best phyiscal feature :huh ?
First Thought Waking Up :phone mana phone ?
Ambition :doctor, paleontologist or lecturer
Best Friends :semua ? :)
Weakness :idk
Fears :losing the one i love the most
Longest relationship :5 months
HAVE YOU...
Cheated Your Partner :sikit
Ever been beaten up :no
Ever beaten someone up :gendutsss
Ever Shoplifted :-
Ever Skinny Dipped :-
Ever Kissed Opposite sex :yes
Been Dumped Lately :gyeahh !
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color :Brown
Favorite Hair Color :Brown
Short or Long :apa benda yg short or long ?
Height :taller than me
Style :simple
Looks or Personality :Personality
Hot or CuteCute lah
Muscular or Really Skinny :muscular is better than skinny
RANDOMS
What country do you want to Visit :paris and london
How do you want to Die :proudly ? hahaha
Been to the Mall Lately :yeap
Get along with your Parents :yes
Health Freak :not a thing
Do you think your Attractive :no
Believe in Yourself :Sometimes
Want to go to College :U terus boleh kan ?
Do you Smoke :shisha je pun :P
Do you Drink :a big no no
Shower Daily :Twice or thrice a day
Been in Love :Yeah man
Do you Sing :too much
Want to get Married :no
Do you want Children :no
Age you wanna lose your Virginity :30 mcm tu boleh ? hahaha
Hate anyone :gyeah baby
How old you partner :a year older than me. but is he my partner ?
err, idk xD

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

Okay first aku mcm bangun awal tau hari ni. 6 lebih lebih mcm tu. Awal lah tu en ? Pastu dalam pukul 7.15 still tak pergi sekolah. Sebab mama semua belum siap. Pukul 7.30 baru turun mama cakap pergi dengan abah je naik motor. Okay, watafak lah kan ? Kalau mcm tu tak payah tunggu pun tak apa. Pukul 7 tadi pun aku dah boleh gerak der -.-' satu benda. Dah sampai sekolah. Dah dapat tahu kelas mana. Oh aku science 2 ye. Agak mcm palat ada ICT. WAJIB weh ? err, aku lagi rela ambik bio. So fikir mcm nak pindah science 1. Tapi cikgu mcm banyak songeh pulak nak kene hantar surat rayuan lah test itulah inilah. Ada sorang budak tu tadi dia dari kelas k3 nak masuk v1. senang je nak dapat. Kenapa ? ada parent dia. Asal doh ? Kalau mcm tu aku pun boleh en nak bawak parent aku semua dtg sekolah. Time rehat kantin penuh mcm sardin. Dengan tak makannya aku hari ni. Paling suka ye ? Pastu masa balik tu si-siapa-tu-namanya nak balik sama. Pastu nak lepak rumah semua. So mcm okay lah en. Sebab fikir mcm my uncles semua tak ada. Pastu tetiba sampai rumah dua malaon ni dah ada pulak. Aku teringin je nak maki diorang tadi katanya dekat seremban. Babi kerja menipu aku je =.=' Pastu si-siapa-tu-namanya dah marah marah mcm apa. Aku nak je marah dia balik. Tapi agak aku kesian dgn dia. Yelah jauh nak patah balik dari jambatan tu ke rumah dia, Nak sampai sekolah pun jauh. Sampai sekarang pun dia marah tak habis lagi. Dia tak kira pulak marah aku dekat dia selama ni mcm mana kan. What the fuck weh semua pun menyakitkan hati aku hari ni. Ye nampak benda mcm kecik kan ? Tak apa ila, sabar okay ? Sabar ila. Smileeeeeeeeeee :)

xoxo,
AQILAH ANUAR