I hate knowing
- that you’re online, but you won’t message me.
- that you’re texting, but you won’t reply to me.
- that you’re on the phone, but you were too busy to call me.
- that you’re happy, but not with me.
with love,
NAAA
AND IT'S KILLING ME
OCTOBER=HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.
HB MIMO !
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to Mimie Monyet *hihi
Happy Birthday to youuuuuuuu !
*give a big clap for me :)
Hello readers, stalker :)
Yesterday was mimie's birthday. We had fun throwing tepungssssssssss, creamssssssssssss and air sabunnnnnnnnn kan mie kan ? Hihi, the cream was nadhi idea k. Aku hanya membawa dan membaling sahaja, haha. We had fun kan guys ? Sumpah tahun ni happening sangat bila ada birthday sape sape. And we made a decision and a promise yg semua budak 4 amanah dan 4 bakti akan kene tepungssssssssssssss bila birthday nanti. WAJIB K WAJIB ! Takde yg terkecuali.
Mimie happy birthday, again -.- Hoping that all your wish and dream come true. Good luck with A. But I know that you still love D. And I know that he loves you too. Please do not deny this statement ! Kau tak nampak tapi aku nampak k. Pffttt :P Idk what to say. Erghh happy birthday again and again k ? hihi
Oh today si my uncle and Azrief Syahmie's birthday. So Happy Birthday too guys. Aku nampak ajip kene baling tepung dgn glitter colour merah masa balik tadi, hihi. Till here, byeeeeeeeeeeee :)
with love,
NAAA
MARAH OKAY MARAH !
Apa lagi ntah kau ni weh ? Kau dah sayang sangat dgn D kau tu pergi jela kat dia. Yg gatal gatal lagi nak text aku ni pahal ? Dia dah tak layan kau baru kau nak text aku bagai lah ? Aku rasa mcm takyah ah do. Buang masa k buang masa. Aku dah malas nak layan kau so kau tk perlu nak menyusahkan diri kau, menghabiskan kredit kau untuk nak text aku bagai dah k.
Eh jap ! Apa benda kau cakap hari tu ? "I sayang you lah. I bahagia dgn you" BUTOH ! Matilah kau ! Kau nak couple dgn aku sebab nak lupakan D kau tu kan ? Sama mcm dgn W hari tu. Kalau setakat nk lupakan perempuan tu alaaaaaaaaa, tak payah lah. Cari lah org lain yg boleh layan perasaan kau tu. Aku dah malas nk layan kau. Even sebagai kawan pun. Again aku ckp AKU DAH MALAS NAK LAYAN KAU. Kbye.
truly
NAAA
HB !
Hello and Assalamualaikum :)
Today had a blast with my friends at school. Celebrating Dzafry's 16th birthday with tepungssss and telursssss and airssssss. Euuwww, melekit, kotor plus busukkkkkkkkkkk gila k. Sorry dzafry but this is what you want ea. And we sure had fun au. Kan mimie, nadhi ? Petepek er telur kene dekat baju dgn kasut putih kau :D Comel gila k. Arina dah geli bagai, nak dekat pun tak berani. The eggs stink can't get out of our hands yg tukang baling ni. Erghh, bayangkan dzafry yg kene 10 biji telur. Euww -.- Wednesday is Mimie's birthday. Maybe we're gonna celebrate it with the same way. But not with eggs again. Seriously it's damn kotor plus busuk. Serik dah nak main telur, haha. *lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee post, kbye
with love,
NAAA
SAD-A-DAY
Hello and Assalamualaikum dear readers :)
I went to International School of Kuala Lumpur (ISKL) today with my schoolmates and Sir Mus. Damn tired kay. And I'm not in mood today actually. Period pain are you trying to kill me ? You hurt me like you want me to die right now ya know. When I'm on my way to ISKL I feel like I can't walk. And I feel like I can't even move an inch pun. Tafakkk ah weh. Then mimie and nadhi keep palau-ing me. I'm so pissed with both of them -.- Had our breakfast at mcd. So we arrived at ISKL around 9. We supposed to be there 8.30 sharp ! But heh biasa ah en ISDAR ni :D Today is the final of the 33rd Annual SEA forensics. Saw Syiqim and Kak Deanna there. And and also Teacher Norina Melati ! OMG I missed her so much. Well just so you know she is my English teacher when I'm in form 1. Ingatkan ada teacher Anis sekali. But unfortunately she's still in US. Maybe will come back here next year. Well I actually enjoyed watching the duet acting, extemptaneous and original oratory performance. Had lunch around 1 and went back to the school around 4. Actually my school took part in this competition but none of them dapat masuk final. Hmm sokay next year ada lagi en. Bagi aku masuk story telling confirm menang. Pffttt :P Hihi gonna upload the photos later. Till then bye :)
with love,
NAAA
HAPPY PHUCKING FOREVER ALONE DAY :)
Hello and Assalamualaikum :)So today is 14th of February. As everyone know that today is Valentine Day. Fyi, I'm Muslim and I'm banned to celebrate it. Besides I didn't have a boyfriend kan ? Hihihi. Eh wait ! Actually Idk what is my status. I'm very very very very confused about my status right now. I know we still love each other. But why are you keep flirting the other girls ? And the worst part is my own friend, my own classmate. Why did you do that ? Am I hurt you in some way ? Please tell me if I did something wrong or something that you don't like. Mcm hari tu ckp tak suka tengok aku pakai tudung syria, kepala aku besar bagai, paling buruk ler apa ler. Pffttt -.-' I tell you what please stop breaking my heart. It hurts so bad !
Kau nak balas dendam pun beragak la. Why ? Are jealous bila tengok aku dengan Amzar tadi ? Balik sama, tunggu dia, cakap-cakap dgn dia, gurau gurau bagai. If you really do love me then you should be jealous. But if you don't, kau lek er aa kayuh fixie mcm org gila pun. I tell you what, what you had done to me is way too far from this. Tulah kau, konon dekat sekolah tak nak tegur bagai. Last last kantoi gak en ? -.- Pffttt, silly. Kbye :D
with love,
NAAA
AWHH :')
You see that couple right there? She was an innocent Filipino girl who came to the states in search of a new life, as a nurse. He was a car dealer that knew all too much about girls and has been with all too many. But when he saw her, he thought she was beautiful. Being as naive as she was, she fell in love with him. Almost instantly, when she met him at a Black Angus in a little village called San Lorenzo. It was something about his words. It was something about his face. It was something about him that made her go head over heels. And he loved her. He hadn’t really loved a girl before, as much as he loved her. It scared him. He didn’t really know how to be a good boyfriend. He didn’t know how to be in a relationship. He had been so used to going from girl to girl. So he didn’t know what to do with her. So he failed. He failed over and over again. He ended up marrying her, having a little nice wedding in Lake Tahoe, but still. He’d stay with her, and out of no where, he’d leave. Sometimes, as long as even 3 days. Or more. It hurt her. She always thought she was doing something wrong. She didn’t know how to let him go, and she didn’t want to either. She was in love with him. But then, he’d come back. As if nothing ever happened, as if he never left. When she would ask him where he was, he wouldn’t answer her. But he’d stay with her for awhile. And once again, he’d leave. And break her again. But of course, she still loved him.
She had gone to the doctor, and they took one of her ovaries due to a tumor of some sort. They were about to take away her other one. Meaning she wouldn’t be able to have children. She had always wanted kids, and she said that if she wasn’t able to have a child anymore, she’d kill herself.
She came to him in tears. She begged him to have a baby with her. That’s not what he wanted. He wanted to continue living the fun life. Partying, etc. He knew that if he got involved with that, the fun life would be over. It broke her heart to say it, but she told him, if he has a baby with her, she can raise it on her own. So he agreed.
She was finally pregnant, and she was so happy. She had a guy she loved, and a baby in her tummy.
One night, she came home from work early, about 8 months pregnant. She walked into the apartment, and tried to open their bedroom door, but it was locked. She asked the manager to come over and open it for her. When the door unlocked and swang open, she felt her heart break. She looked over to the bed to find him sleeping with 2 other girls. She stood at the doorway, all of a sudden in tears. All she could say was, “Why?”
He replied, “Just leave.”
She ran out of the apartment as fast as she could with tears streaming down her face. Bought a one way plane ticket to the Philippines, and lied saying that she was only 7 months pregnant just in order to get on the plane.
On June 5, 1997 in Cebu, Philippines, a baby girl was born. Yes, the baby girl in that picture. She grew up there until she was about 3 years old, having Bisiyat as her first language. She left the Philippines with her mama to come to the states. Daddy wanted to visit Mama. So she came back with a baby girl, still in love with him, but almost hating him at the same time. They were broken up and soon getting a divorce. But he still wanted to see her.
But once he saw that little girl, it changed his world. He thought that she was the most beautiful baby girl he’s ever seen. She didn’t know good English, but in time, he was able to teach her, and she ended up forgetting her mother tongue. That little girl became his world.
That’s when he decided to change. His whole life became dedicated to that little girl. When Mommy had to work, Dad would watch her, always. He loved this little girl more than he still loved her mom.
One day, Mom said she met a new guy from the air force, and she was going to take the baby girl away with her to go live with her soon-to-be step dad in Utah. When Dad heard that, he became angry. Mom was about to take his whole world away. He wouldn’t let her.
So he fought. He got one of the best top notch lawyers. And did whatever he could to keep the little girl. And Mom was alone in her fight. Her lawyer didn’t even show up to court. So she lost her little girl, only being able to see her 4 months out of the year, unless Mom came down to visit. She was broken. Completely. She only found the new step dad from the air force so that she was sure that he’d be able to support her in that baby girl. She still loved Dad, not the new guy. The new guy didn’t even always treat her right either. She almost wanted to hate Dad for everything he did.
But she ended up having 2 more little girls with the new guy, while he ended up staying a single dad. She still loves him, but she ended up finally getting over him, while he stayed the rest of his life wishing he still had her. They never hate each other, no matter how much they say they do. But she moved on, and he didn’t. Every girlfriend after her was never as good as she was. He never forgave himself. He lost her.
Because of stupid mistakes.
Take a look at this picture. They all seem happy, right? Because they were. This was one of the few moments they were a family. See that little girl? Yeah, that’s me. On the right is my mom. On the left is my dad. They still love each other. But they will never be together again. I have a broken family.
Moral of this story. When you find the one you love. Never let them go, and do your part.
Take the time to read this, it’s worth it.
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LONG PAUSE
Heyyo peoples. I haven't update my dear baby bloggie since last two weeks I guess. This month I am so busy with school and damn annoying homeworks. Homework dia bagi macam cuti sebulan je en. So today is Sunday eh, and I haven't done my homework yet. Hohoho, pelajar cemerlang tahun ni.
So my life is kinda okay lah. Better than last month I guess. Even he didn't text me for a long time. And I think that he already have somebody else. So I'm trying to forget about him. I don't want to but I have to aite ? there's no used to keep him in my hearts if he already have someone kan ? Okay aku redha je sekarang ni. Selama ni aku sabar, aku lek er, aku tunggu je. Tapi sampai bila en ? And now I can't take this anymore. Err, actually I can but I don't want to. You're too much. You make my heart turn into pieces. I don't want to suffer again. If this is what you want, I have to let you go. And if you want her BADLY, you have to let me go too. Kay see ya soon, bye :)
with love,
NAAA
Okay, enough is enough ea. I've had enough. My heart is not a toys okay ? So please stop playing with it. And it is so damn fragile ya know. Do you know what the hell is fragile means ? It's mean EASILY BROKEN ! Get it ? C'mon man. I'm tired of your game. I didn't think I can take this anymore. Maybe I should left. Maybe not. Wtv. K bye ~
with love,
NAAA
Kay, I'm so damn tired today. Idk why. Padahal duduk rumah tak kemana pun. And now, I really need a new phone ea. Phone sekarang kalau campak dalam lombong pun boleh dah. Mama promised to but buy me a new phone. And she asked me once to choose whether BB or E72. So I think BB is better ah en. Really excited bout it. Maybe by next week boleh dapat dah, hihihi. Hmm, MH I missed him a lot. Like a lot, kay. Could you please pick up the damn phone, honey ? I'm so fuckin damn worried about you. I know that you're sick, but just let me know that you're okay. I didn't mean to bother you that much. I'm just worried. Well, I'm going to sepang tomorrow. Got a little kenduri to attend. So I gotta wake up early tomorrow, byoeee :)
with love,
NAAA
MUM, Y U NO LET ME OUT ?
Alright, it's holiday for like a week and I didn't get a chance to hang out with my girls ? Are you f***ing kidding me ? I was at home all day since Monday until today, Thursday. Gosh, seriously I was so damn bored ! Sitting here in front of my computer tumblr-ing all day loooooooooooooong. It was so not cool okay ? And I really don't know why mama tak bagi aku keluar. Cam nak nangis je aku duduk rumah hari ni :'(
PITY HIM :(
Hi,
MH text me just now. He said he was at the hospital. When he said like that I was like menggelabah gila. Yeah mcm takut lah kan anything bad happen to him. He said that he had a fever. And suspected dengue. Lagi sekali aku menggelabah. Sebab kalau denggi ni cam susah sikit nak baik. So I advise him to drink a lot of water and ask his mum to buy a 100plus. Well, you know what nothing can cure dengue unless drink a lot of water. When you were admit to the hospital because of dengue the doctor are not gonna give you a medicine. dia cuma bagi nasihat je. nasihat dia adalah, minum banyak air ye dik ? *macam aku dulu. sampai menanah telinga kau dengar ayat tu je. Erm, ada lagi yg boleh sembuhkan denggi, minum sup ketam dgn pucuk-apa-benda-ntah-namanya. hahaha, serious lupa nama dia apa -.-' tapi pucuk-something tu kan, pahit dia ya allah amboi kemain. so better minum sup ketam tu, sedap kay ? hihihi :D That's all for now, byoeee :)
with love,
NAAA
45 THINGS GIRL WANTS FOR BUT WON'T ASK FOR
1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.
Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!
WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.
ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.
REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.
You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love.
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