Hello there :)

So went to school today after 2 days of sick leave. I arrived at school around 7.30. When I stepped in the class I feel like something strange. Something isn't right. I feel like 'Hey wait this is not my class'. It seems quiet. Not as happening as dulu. Dulu by means when I was in 3 Amanah. It was in 2010. Today when I entered 4sc2, I can't see Cikgu Anuar nagging at us for not complete his work, I can't see teacher Tee Lee Harh teaching us in front of the class, I can't hear Nisha's voices shouting 'AMANAH !', I can't even feel Mai's aura sitting next to me and hearing she ask me 'what today is today ila ? ' hahaha. What I see is cikgu Azlinda teaching us BM, the most annoying boy in the whole world AqqilAbbas, the most quiet boy in the whole world Amirul Arif *eh bayangkan since the first day of school I didn't hear anything came out from his mouth k. Then Syahirah dancing and singing like a superstar in front of the class every time when the teachers not around. Yeah that is kinda interesting actually tau. But I don't feel like semangat dah bila masuk kelas. Mann, seriously I miss my 3 Amanah. I miss our memories in 2010. If I could flashback times, I would us the time wisely. Seriously no kidding. Sometimes I feel like this is so unfair. But I can't blame to anyone. Benda dah tertulis kan. What I've to do is redha. Hm yeah. Good luck to me. Later people, toodles ~

with love,

NAAA

I’m the kind of girl who is quiet in large groups or around people I don’t know; you only see the real me if we’re close. I smile and laugh a lot, especially at the most inappropriate times. I’m a hopeless romantic. I trip over air, up stairs, and over people’s feet. I am the hardest person to offend, but it is all too easy to make me feel horrible. I hate telling people about my problems; they don’t need to worry about me. I’m the one who listens to other people’s problems. I believe people should not be judged before one takes the time to get to know them, yet I am guilty of doing that exact thing. I love to think rather than talk. I’m awkward, clumsy, shy, strange… but this is me. Take it or leave it.

Hello and assalamualaikum dear readers :)

I didn't come to school again today, hihi. I had a bad bad fever. Cough, flu, sore throat, headache. What else ? Erghh this fuckin sore throat really ruins my day ya know. When I talk, my voice sounds like a broken radio. And its really really hurt k.

I only absent for like 2 days but I'm starting to miss school. Ermm, actually not school but him. MH. Yeah I miss him a lot. Ya know what ? It has been like 2-3 months, but I still can't moved on. I love him. I can't. I'm not strong enough to face this situation. I'm not trying to run away from the reality. But this is the reality. This is the truth. I CAN'T LET HIM GO. I'm not strong enough to face this shit k. My love towards him is just too strong. I really hope that one day he'll came back into my life and everything will be back into normal. Normal means alaaa-mcm-masa-december-2010-tu-punya-cerita.

xoxo,

NAAA

Hello and Assalamualaikum :)

I've been away for like a month-mcmtu-kot from my dear baby bloggie. Hmm, sorry for neglecting you. And I know you guys have been missing me a lot. Right stalker ? There's so many things happen to me lately. And my daily routine is kinda change a lil bit. Everyday I got kawad to attend, every Monday Wednesday and Friday I got tuition class, school koko activities, and everyday I got tons of homework to be done, what else ? Erghh. Damn, I'm fucking tired nowadays. And now I just came back from tuition class. Oh and I got kawad too tomorrow morning around 8. Tafakk weh. Asal tak pukul 6 lepas subuh tu pergi ?

Alright alright. So let's talk about MH. Lama rasanya tak cerita pasal dia. Camane nak cerita kalau aku dah taktahu apa masalah aku dgn dia sekarang ni ? Oh my god, he is so damn ! I can't resist his charm -.- Gosh, idk why I can't move on. I just .... I can't. I can't let him go. It's not that easy man. Mananya nak move on kalau dah everyday nampak muka dia en ? Dahlah kelas sekarang depan je kelas dia. Pusing depan belakang kiri kanan memang confirm nampak lah. Setiap kali assembly confirm akan nampak, even dia tgh busy mcm mana pun. Ada one day tu I try to ran away from him. Seriously memang nampak gila yg aku lari dari dia. Takpe dia takkan pelik punya. Erm, rasanya lah. Ahh nvm. Ntah bilanya aku nk move on ntah. err, till here. Sorry for the lame post hihihi. Toodles ~

with love,

NAAA

APRIL FOOLS CONVERSATION

Girl’s phone is ringing
Girl: Hello ?
Boy: Hey..
Girl: You okay ?
Boy: Meet me at the park.
They meet at the park.
Girl: Are you okay ?
Boy: Yeah..
Girl: Are you sure..?
Boy: As a matter of fact, I’m not. I’ve been sitting here for the past two years, to only see you get hurt by jerks. I’ve always been here for you, & I’m glad to be. But when I see you cry about guys that DON’T deserve you, I wonder “I could treat you so much better.” But, no. I’m not gonna force you to have feelings for me. I just wanted to let you know, that I’ll always be here. No. Matter. What.
Girl: …
Boy: What’s wrong ?
Girl: Nothing..
Boy: Nothing will be wrong from here on out, I promise. Just answer this question.
Girl: Yes ?
Boy: Will you be my girlfriend ?
Girl: What ? Please don’t pull an April Fools on me.
Boy: I’m not playing around, I asked you out on April 1st for a reason.
Girl: And that reason is ?
Boy: To show the world that my love for you isn’t a joke.