I hate you. I hate you for doing this to me. I will never ever forgive you. And I swear you never gonna find a happiness in your lifetime Hzmn Shmsr. Never. Goodbye.

What am I doing ? What am I thinking ? What the hell I actually want in my life ? I don't know. I really don't know. Life now is just too cruel. It just ... I can't stand it anymore. I can't go on like this. I hate my life. I want my life goes on like how my life goes on 2010. I don't want this shits. I don't want all these people around me. I want my 2010 back. Ya Allah, I can't bear it anymore. i'm tired, I'm sick of all these same shits. Mann, I didn't ask to be like this, I didn't ask my life to be like this. And I didn't ask for this tons of shits-craps-nonsense-stupid-worthless ... eeiii fuck this world ! I hate my life on 2011. It's just too much drama for me. I'm not being ungrateful but it just, I don't know. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me lately. I'm sorry for being too emotional tonight. Good night readers. Have a good day tomorrow. Assalamualaikum :)

NAAA