If the dews froze under the Sahara,
The blaze will not then wither the will,
If the peace is no longer fluttering doves,
THEN THE HATE THEN WILL TURN TO LOVE
What am I doing ? What am I thinking ? What the hell I actually want in my life ? I don't know. I really don't know. Life now is just too cruel. It just ... I can't stand it anymore. I can't go on like this. I hate my life. I want my life goes on like how my life goes on 2010. I don't want this shits. I don't want all these people around me. I want my 2010 back. Ya Allah, I can't bear it anymore. i'm tired, I'm sick of all these same shits. Mann, I didn't ask to be like this, I didn't ask my life to be like this. And I didn't ask for this tons of shits-craps-nonsense-stupid-worthless ... eeiii fuck this world ! I hate my life on 2011. It's just too much drama for me. I'm not being ungrateful but it just, I don't know. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me lately. I'm sorry for being too emotional tonight. Good night readers. Have a good day tomorrow. Assalamualaikum :)

NAAA