It's about 4.37 am right now and I'm still awake with a pain in my chest and I can't tell if it's heart burn or the emptiness is coming back.

NAAA

So now you ask me why I haven't talked to you ? Well maybe it's because you slowly pushed me out of your life. You know what I'm really glad you finally noticing it. But too bad it's too late for you to notice. Cause I've moved on. So now just go on with your life and stop bothering me. You already have a girlfriend, so there's no need to find me anymore. And we can't even be friends because I haven't forgiven you yet or maybe I can't even forgive you. What you have done to me was so unexpected and I can't accept that. Oh thanks for everything.

'with love',

NAAA

I wish that I had NEVER met you.

Then there would be no need to impress you. No need to want you. No need for loving you. No for crying over you. No need for heartbreaks. No need for pain or tears. No need for forgotten promises. No need for rejected hugs. No need for acting like you care. No need, for everything you have done to make me feel like absolutely nothing.

sincerely,

NAAA