Hello there :)

So went to school today after 2 days of sick leave. I arrived at school around 7.30. When I stepped in the class I feel like something strange. Something isn't right. I feel like 'Hey wait this is not my class'. It seems quiet. Not as happening as dulu. Dulu by means when I was in 3 Amanah. It was in 2010. Today when I entered 4sc2, I can't see Cikgu Anuar nagging at us for not complete his work, I can't see teacher Tee Lee Harh teaching us in front of the class, I can't hear Nisha's voices shouting 'AMANAH !', I can't even feel Mai's aura sitting next to me and hearing she ask me 'what today is today ila ? ' hahaha. What I see is cikgu Azlinda teaching us BM, the most annoying boy in the whole world AqqilAbbas, the most quiet boy in the whole world Amirul Arif *eh bayangkan since the first day of school I didn't hear anything came out from his mouth k. Then Syahirah dancing and singing like a superstar in front of the class every time when the teachers not around. Yeah that is kinda interesting actually tau. But I don't feel like semangat dah bila masuk kelas. Mann, seriously I miss my 3 Amanah. I miss our memories in 2010. If I could flashback times, I would us the time wisely. Seriously no kidding. Sometimes I feel like this is so unfair. But I can't blame to anyone. Benda dah tertulis kan. What I've to do is redha. Hm yeah. Good luck to me. Later people, toodles ~

with love,

NAAA

I’m the kind of girl who is quiet in large groups or around people I don’t know; you only see the real me if we’re close. I smile and laugh a lot, especially at the most inappropriate times. I’m a hopeless romantic. I trip over air, up stairs, and over people’s feet. I am the hardest person to offend, but it is all too easy to make me feel horrible. I hate telling people about my problems; they don’t need to worry about me. I’m the one who listens to other people’s problems. I believe people should not be judged before one takes the time to get to know them, yet I am guilty of doing that exact thing. I love to think rather than talk. I’m awkward, clumsy, shy, strange… but this is me. Take it or leave it.

Hello and assalamualaikum dear readers :)

I didn't come to school again today, hihi. I had a bad bad fever. Cough, flu, sore throat, headache. What else ? Erghh this fuckin sore throat really ruins my day ya know. When I talk, my voice sounds like a broken radio. And its really really hurt k.

I only absent for like 2 days but I'm starting to miss school. Ermm, actually not school but him. MH. Yeah I miss him a lot. Ya know what ? It has been like 2-3 months, but I still can't moved on. I love him. I can't. I'm not strong enough to face this situation. I'm not trying to run away from the reality. But this is the reality. This is the truth. I CAN'T LET HIM GO. I'm not strong enough to face this shit k. My love towards him is just too strong. I really hope that one day he'll came back into my life and everything will be back into normal. Normal means alaaa-mcm-masa-december-2010-tu-punya-cerita.

xoxo,

NAAA